The Bright side of Darkness

 Feeling lost again Stuck between the heart and reason I am blind with my eyes wide open I miss your hug but can i forget All that i saw was knifes stuck in me Feeling lost with no reason to continue I want to give in to the pain but  It hurts so much to let you go I found the one my soul wants in a world so twisted  Pretend to believe so i dont have to say goodbye what cost will it take on my soul

When you walk Your steps get recorded in my mind You take my breath away Your smell makes me fly When your far i can't think Distance hurts like knifes Cutting trought me Knowing Your feelings Calms my heart  and mind I am sorry if i bother But your presence is my vice I love you with no limit Overthinking every step Realizing my life ist the same Without you in it

Just feeling numb Walking down on the midle of the night Vision is blured looking at the mirror Who is the demon that shows Oh thats right its the demom  that i know that its inside me Living of the scars in my heart and the cracks in my mind Just to broken to stand up  Tired of fighting Have everything i want i am happy then why  I still can´t forgive me All the pain i caused The hate i created of me Its overhealming its overpowered  And still cutting down in my mind.

I feel like i am the moon I can feel the light in my face But can still fell the darkness That always hiden in the bright light It always seem that in the great light Always comes the worst Darkness All the fear of nothing being enough The insecurity of loosing I am like a magnet that atracted all of this I put a wall around us and still fear you want to escape And the anxiety always comes  In the bright side of Darkness